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I WILL LATER GIVE A COMMENTARY ON EACH OF THE 3 DIVIDED SECTIONS.

COPYRIGHT 2002 MIKE/FRATER O0

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What can I say...I knew the truth for a long time, but always thought I was alone in knowing it.
How was I supposed to know that others knew the samethings...& we all received it from the same source?
The history behind how I learned these things, and how others learned them as well, seems almost trivial and too tedious to put to task my writing skills and memory. So just let it be said coincidences are more than just carefully timed 'arrangements'.
All the acid trips and meditations, all the mental aerobics of weight lifting, bodybuilding and martial arts, all the Tai Chi and Yoga,,, all of it, worked it's way into my etheric streams... But that last hit of DMT & the final unforgiving Kundalini surge eventually broke through the last defense mechanism of a tired mind.
I started putting it together from the phone calls I would receive right after certain rituals. The Enochian rites always brought black helicopters circling over my property. At times, I felt a consuming E.L.F. wave eating at my solar plexus. Certainly, some of the lesser effects were undoubtly from the intensity of my magick, but there were some effects I knew were from external  sources.
My inner circle of friends consisted of mainly magi and psychics. All of them sensed the white noise that was relentless inside my head. They figured I pushed the proverbial envelope one too many times...but even they weren't ready for what was about to face all of us.
The morning edition of the small town newspaper carried a small report on the third page that a multi-colored object, triangular shaped object, buzzed over the mountain range about a block from my home. There was also a small explosion, but there wasn't any evidence of a collison. Coincidentially, a small rock fell from the sky as well, and that was the impact we all heard and felt. Unlikely I thought...
Perhaps there wasn't any evidence because the remains were scooped up by all them black helicopters that woke me up that morning.  
Maybe I should have a better look.
I took off to the charred remains of clearing in the woods where the object fell, and true...the site was cleared, no remains, just what looked like a brush fire that got out of hand. Oh well, hell, was just one of them things I suppose.
Later on that afternoon, a knock at my door brought me face to face with 3 men all wearing expensive suits. I don't know anybody that wear suits, as I could sense they were some sort of 'official big shots' Heh, I was correct this time. "Could we have a word with you, Mr. __ __"
Huh,,,they even knew my name.
"Nope I said, I'm busy" as I closed the door. I could of sworn I heard one of them mumble "We'll be seeing ya soon"
"Yeah right" I thought...but somewhere in my subconscious, I knew he was right...
Well, he was right. Later that night, I heard some raccoons eating through my trash barrel. Going ouside to clean it up, I was in close proximity to those 'officials", though there were only 2 of them now.
So, I figured, if I didn't talk to these dudes, they would always be around my property, so what the hell... "what's up?" I casually snickered.
I don't remember much after that. I lost track of one of the guys as I was speaking  to the other. I woke up by my back porch, smelling ammonia or something similair to that odor.


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I had a wicked headache, and later on during that early morning I felt like I had the flu bug.
To shorten up this story...two years later, I still get those very same headaches, and can smell in the distance, that very same odor...
I and a friend of my choice, went to work for them. 'They' were in a branch of the military, but I never really knew to what extent.
It was a substantial pay I received, and did some very interesting things. Mostly remote viewing under psychedelic drugs. Wasn't any drugs I have ever used in my personal studies. This was intravenous, and was VERY strong.
Most of it was training on my part, until the final two weeks of this 'black project'. I once called it that, a "Black Project", when I was under trance, but a hand grabbed my arm, and 'reassured' me, it wasn't a black project...just something they wanted to confirm by a neutral team...being me and my friend.
Maybe I just wanted to feel important, was the reason I felt this way, was 'their advice'...
Those last 2 weeks were very intense.
Seemed like a lucid dream, very surreal. I was put in an amber foam, giving intravenous, then went under a blue light.
I remember most of it in dreams, though when I get hypnotically regressed, it seems to be locked up...there's a subliminal barrier I just can't quite overcome, even until this very day. But man, do I still try to break through past that threshold.


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The pieces  I can recall is what follows...
When the dinosaurs lived, man did as well. We weren't "man" as in homo sapiens, but we were in some other form. I can not recall this form, because I was like in a third party, viewing it from a distance. There were lights, bright orbs. Somewhere from far away, we became 'created'. Well, this isn't so spectacular, as I believed this anyway. However, what follows is where the curve comes in...
There followed afterwards, an ice age. It seemed planned, as man entered a new dimension. It appears as if the ice age was a laboratory setting. I seen huge metallic cylinders, and "they" told me what I saw was overlapping of time-lines from my own perspective...bogus, I thought. This is what I pieced together from the intense experiments...--
Man became a cryogenic experiment, and right now, we are all in a dream state. Some are catching glimpses of the former reality, while others are grabbing bits and pieces of the future. There are many of them... Man has lived in this suspended dream time for millions of years, and our handlers are keeping us from never awakening. We are laboratory specimens being maintained somewhere, far from anything we know. We are NOT living on the Earth, we are only experiencing the Earth as a platform setting for our cosmic dream. It is 'fabricated landscape'. NOTHING is how it appears. The stage is fictious, but we have become accustomed to this stage for so long,,,many of us simply will NOT wake up.
The most ironic part is this. When one of us do awaken momentarily, we try to stir our slumbering neighbor,,,but they choose not to hear. During the interim, waiting for some type of confirmation, we fall back asleep. This is why when we get close to truth, we enter another alternate reality. Our next 'new' dream just super imposes over the old dream, and the faces and scenery change, but nevertheless, we are still,... just dreaming.
THIS IS A TRUE ACCOUNT OF MY PERSONAL RECOLLECTIONS, WITH CONTRIBUTING INFORMATION FROM MY FRIEND, WHO IS NOW DECEASED. I NEVER DID SEE HIS BODY. NO AUTOPSY, NO FUNERAL. HE WAS CREMATED BY HIS FAMILY...SO I HEARD. THEIR WHEREABOUTS ARE UNKNOWN TO THIS DAY. I AM REPORTING THIS BECAUSE SHOULD I VANISH FROM THIS DREAM LANDSCAPE...IT IS NOT BECAUSE I AWOKE PREMATURELY.

It should be stated for the record here...
I DO NOT CONSUME ANY TYPE OF DRUGS ANYMORE.
NONE!
NOT EVEN ASPIRINS.
I DO DRINK COFFEE THOUGH
BUT I NO LONGER CONSUME ANY OTHER TYPE OF DRUGS...WHETHER THEY BE LEGAL OR ILLEGAL .
I DO NOT DRINK ALCOHOL EITHER.
MY MIND MUST BE 100% FUNCTIONAL NOW, AND I CAN NOT AFFORD TO BE IN AN ALTERED STATE OF MIND IN WHICH I CAN NOT CONTROL.

I WILL NOW GIVE A COMMENTARY ON EACH OF THE 3 DIVIDED SECTIONS.


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I once posted a topic on a few newsgroups, asking if others have experienced Government interference/interaction.
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>>Awhile back, on the original forum that was once here, I had posted a few conversations about the Government's involvment in the Occult Sciences and how 'they' interfere with it.
I have noticed that when I do 'certain' types of magick, I have some disturbances within 'the temple'. Also, my phone rings and I hear mechanical sounds on the other end.
This happens repeatedly, again, only when I do a certain type of magick. I stopped doing it, no calls. Started again, calls resumed. I even went so far as posting on a calendar the start and stops of the cycles, knowing full well when the calls would resume and end.<<
As from the expected lunacy and flaming one might expect to receive from such a posting, I did get quite a few E-mails from people experiencing similar 'interaction' by an over zealous third party, i.e., "government".
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The reason I asked was because I wanted to see if my own case was unique...or there were others involved as well.
What matters most is
-HOW CAN A THIRD PARTY GET INVOLVED?
I will examine this in detail now~

Now, ofcourse, some of you reading this...is thinking "THIS GUY IS MAD!"...but I can assure you, if you maintain an open mind, and practice the occult and spiritual sciences as I have, and many others have....YOU can find out for yourself the Truth in the matters of energy and it's "manipulation". At this point, it should be stressed:
DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING I TELL YOU...RESEARCH THE ANSWERS TO THIS YOURSELVES!

The Brain is similar to an electronic circuit board. It cycles in Beta, Alpha, Theta, Delta. The higher trance states stem from Alpha & much deeper into the latter. The mind has an electromagnetic field around it. Sounds silly, but it can be demonstrated. The aura is a field that surrounds the body. Around the head area, we have the crown chakras up on top of the skull. When we utilize exercises such as the "Middle Pillar" we awaken and stimulate the globe of light that sits directly upon the head.
 This whole field is 'electro-magnetic' and super-charged. Sometimes it can get entangled with outside interference.
Energy is wavelike and can be felt by rubbing the palms of the hands together creating friction, then holding them apart a couple of inches. The energy can be felt pulsating. Right here, we feel etheric energy to be real. This energy field resonates around the whole body, and shoots straight up overhead, similar to an antenna. Now, ofcourse, some of you reading this...is thinking "THIS GUY IS MAD!"...but I can assure you, if you maintain an open mind, and practice the occult and spiritual sciences as I have, and many others have....YOU can find out for yourself the Truth in the matters of energy and it's "manipulation". At this point, it should be stressed:
DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING I TELL YOU...RESEARCH THE ANSWERS TO THIS YOURSELVES!

When we can detect each other's energy field...then we hold the key into how a 'third party' can interfere.
Some people , through various experiments, spirituality quests, and perhaps maybe just accidentially, advertently or inadvertently, open themselves up to something they may not be ready to unleash.
Certain drugs, such as LSD & DMT...certain exercises of spiritual sciences such as Yoga, or doing Magickal Rituals such as the Lesser Banishing of the Pentagram in conjunction with The Qabalistic Cross, Middle Pillar...or the more potent- Enochian Magick...can cause a very good connection to forces. Forces that consist of intelligent consciousness. Once alignment is attained...then one of two things may happen. Either the postive or the negative ensues.
How?
Like this...
The goal of, for instance, High Magick, is to experience enlightenment. It is said to bring one's self into union with their own Holy Guardian Angel. The Kundalini energy, which is humanity's evolutionary force, lies dormant within the lower groin region. Once awakened, it stirs and climbs upward in to the spinal region, slowly finding it's path to the brain. If the individual is mentally/physically/spiritually ready for this to happen, then great. However, should things not be as they should on all 3 levels, there's a good chance of interruption through blockages, etc. Chakra leakage, spontaneous combustion, insanity...can all be attributed to kundalini experiences. Nevertheless, we have an abundance of energy here, and combined with the Universal energy fields of the cosmos, we have a magnificent "Transformer"...a step UP Transformer, because this energy stays charged...and not circulated or manipulated...it is similar to plugging a small aplliance into a mega amp. generator. The proverbial Big Bang in a microcosmic sort of way.

What happens next?
Well, through various therapies, things can be straightened out.
But what I am getting at is this...
In a good magickal environment, when things do go positively, the Kundalini force remains active, brings satori, and people start climbing up the enchanted staircase. Communion with certain forces produces the next scenario.
When a magus summons/conjures/evokes/invokes certain entities/forces/spirits, etc, they are meeting them in a energy pattern somewhere, some how.
If they evoke them to a mirror, or invoke them into one's own body, some how or another, there is an alignment taking place for communication.
Now the tricky part:
Some magickians believe that spiritual communication is within their own psyche. They are channeling their own higher self, reaching the inner depths of one's own mind. Bridging the gap of the abyss, and bridging across into uncharted areas of the deep inner mind. Cosmic consciousness, Akashic records, can be tapped by the 'super consciousness'.
Now, take this same magickian, give him a dose of DMT intravenously or let them smoke some in a pipe, and while the short period of "highness" ensues,,, repeat a ritual of evocation.
THEY WILL SEE INSTANTLY THAT AN EXTERNAL FORCE IS BEING SUMMONED!
Snicker perhaps...but if this is replicated under DMT, they will become a BELIEVER INSTANTLY...
Skeptics will scoff at even the mere mention of the word 'occultism'...but occultists have found/discovered/re-invented
-magnetism,
-Quantum physics,
-mapped out the galaxy(s)
...and many other things that was thought 'evil' back in the day. Occultists were the true scientists, when others thought them 'satanic'.

Once firmly established that energy of an etheric-kind is real, can be manifested in a tangible way...it opens doors.
Doors that would of stayed closed.
The ancients spoke of demons/daemons, angels...modernists call them ExtraTerrestrials.
Aleister Crowley came into contact with a being called LAM, which many today feel opened a portal to 'E.T. Encounters'.
Personally, I do not believe that. But I do believe Mr. Crowley did contact something preter-human...it having an origin before humanity, and capable of interacting with us at THEIR choosing...in THEIR setting..on THEIR turf.
If we do a ritual, and send out 'thought energy', we get a response by intelligences not of this world.
In the same vein, by sending out real energy waves, with others capable of sensing this, `can also respond back to us.
A geiger counter can pick up radiation. Some equipment detects electromagnetic fields.
Let's take this scenario to drive home the point in question

-HOW CAN A THIRD PARTY GET INVOLVED?
'A MAGUS LIVES OUT IN THE COUNTRY, SO FAR FROM THE CITY, THAT THEIR ARE HARDLY ANY TELEPHONE POLLS, ELECTRICAL WIRES, OR ANYTHING THAT POSSIBLY RESEMBLES CIVILISATION...
HE GOES OUT INTO HIS FIELD, AND WORKS A STRONG POWERFUL RITUAL, INVOKES FORCES, TWEAKS HIS KUNDALINI...THE CLOUDS PART...HIS *AMYGDALA IS PULSING, PRESSURE IS FELT TO THE FRONT OF THE FOREHEAD, HE GETS AN INTENSE ACHE AT THE TOP OF HIS HEAD..HE TAKES A DEEP INHALE FROM A PIPE CONTAINING DMT AND SOME OTHER GOODIES...HE FEELS AND SENSES THE AIR PARTING...HE HEARS BUZZING SOUNDS & FEELS ENERGY TINGLING THROUGHOUT HIS BODY...HE IS TRANSPORTED ACROSS TIME AND SPACE...THE 3 DIMENSIONAL WORLD OF HUMANITY BECOMES A JOKE..IN THE CULMINATION OF THE RITUAL...HE MAKES "CONTACT"...!
*AMYGDALA-a set of subcortical nuclei that is important for perceiving in others and having in oneself emotional or affective behaviors and feelings (e.g. fear, anger). It is, therefore, a component of the limbic system. The amygdala is both large and just beneath the surface of the front, medial part of the temporal lobe

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What you just read ...how contact was made:
IN THE CULMINATION OF THE RITUAL...HE MAKES "CONTACT"...!
is what happened to me a few years ago.

I always noticed that certain rituals brought certain events. I would do a ritual that contained Enochian Magick which I performed my own personal way, along with Qlippothic overtones. Whenever I did this, I would note some very strange 'coincidences'...
Such as getting telephone calls with a mechanical sound on the other end. After having investigated said occurances, it became a pattern...I knew it was not coincidences any longer. I am cynical in that respect...I hate fooling myself into believing something when it could be explained in a more rational way.. So I approach from all angles first, before I draw some other  unworldly 'conclusion'.
Well after intense investigating, & causing quite a stir by calling various agencies, I may of inadvertently brought more attention to myself than I should of...
The black helicopters came next. Again, certain intense rituals caused a super charged energy field high over my property. Animals came from far away to visit. I had bears and deers come rumbling through my home area when usually you never see them. Again, only during certain rituals. Other times, there were no choppers or animals. I started thinking, if animals could psychically sense my energy fields from miles away,,,I'm sure these black helicopters can also 'sense' it. People can sense extremely low frequency waves -E.L.F. waves-...there must be sensitive instruments that can monitor any type of electromagnetic charges. Maybe some type of radar? Eventually I felt like a homing pigeon, as I was being watched...tracked and traced all during my magickal rites. One night, as I was doing a meditation, I felt a sharp pain lunge into my right temple area over my ear. I seen what looked like a solid black cobweb just drop over the top of my head. I felt muffled, though in reality there was nothing tangible to be seen. Recall on a previous page, I stated that on top of the head, is the crown chakra- antenna like...
Well, whatever was 'tailing' me, found my signal and 'jammed' it, sort of (?)...
 My mind became blank, like a magnetic disc becoming erased. All my visualisation skills went very dull, and I could actually feel this web having some type of weight on my head, as it was blanketing me.
WTF???
UFO activity increased when the black helicopters started buzzing around the nocturnal skies late at night as well.
I seen more & more chemtrails around my skies...more than usual. Some of them had a peculiar odor, though I never felt any ill effects from them.
When the UFO caused wide spread panic in my hometown area, and hearing & feeling the impact, & then reading about it in the newspaper -the first thought that popped into my head was " heh heh, one of them black choppers crashed into a spacecraft"...The reason was because my overhead skies became very congested for a country area like mine was. We had nothing around here that resembled intelligent life...what was all the attraction?
Once I became interrogated by 'government agencies', they realised there was no secret project going on in my home...I was merely experimenting and increasing my occultic 'know-how'...At first they didn't buy that, but after investigating it, they then drew the conclusion that somehow I stumbled onto something. I could manifest a super charged electromagnetic aura that radiated enough to contact some sort of Extraterrestrial interest. The black helicopters were investigating the space craft, not me, so I thought. But I was wrong...they appeared almost simutaneously that it was hard to figure what brought what. I disrupted certain signals and satellites picked up 'external stimuli' and government agencies became somewhat impressed, or disgruntled & disturbed.
When my friend and I were approached by these 'agencies' to work for them, I said "NOPE!"...I never liked authority figures & I am generally not a very trusting person.
I did not want to aid the government in producing something that one day would be used in a War and caused millions of deaths. I don't want bad karma trailing me for an eternity,,,this was supposed to be a spiritual pursuit, remember???
Although I worked within this 'group' and I figured I was some sort of 'big shot', I always wanted to understand what it was 'they' really wanted. Some secret they wanted to duplicate under a controlled scientific research facility.
I worked in mini-laboratories. They set these up like disposable tents around my town. They wanted to me move or relocate temporarily, but I refused. I had family and responsibilities to tend to. Besides, I never trusted them and I didn't intend to journey off with them and never being found again, dead or alive.
Also, the area I lived in was remote, nobody to interfer, no nosy neighbors, no intrusions, and the plus side of it was this:
 whatever UFO was trailing me, already had my 'scent' in this particualr neck of the woods,,,why make a detour and risk losing them?
Payday didn't come for awhile...like they never intended to pay me. But what I heard from them was that funding comes from a secret department, and all clearances, allowances, etc, had to be 'taken care of' first. Funny I thought when I got paid in cash! No paper trails. It wouldn't be as easy finding and tracking them than it was for them to track me.
The whole time I worked for them, they were extremely aloof. Very distant, never asked personal questions, almost machine-like. They showed no emotions, and I could never pick up any vibes from their poker faces. Their energy to me felt like they were zombie like. Seemed as though they had a lobotomy and didn't share the same human network that makes up our species. They were gung-ho in their attitude. They were here "to do a job and not make any friends". Perfect mind control their handlers had on them was my mindset throughout...

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During many of the experiments, I have encountered what might be termed 'weird' to the "uninitiated"...However, to those who have delved into occultism...maybe familiar with what appears next.

 *There are many parallel worlds to this physical world. Quantum Mechanics already attests to this. The scenery and many of the laws are similar. But, on some of these parallel levels, man is NOT the dominating force. On these parallel worlds, the Dinosaurs have evolved to the dominating and ruling class. Man is 'not there'...Those who have experimented with remote viewing or have tried psychedelic drugs such as DMT, have found these worlds very easily. Experiments simply part the etheric veils and reveal quite readily other inhabitants.
These "beings" are what many refer to as "Reptilian". They are an evolved species that inhabit these parallel planes. Some of them appear "Bird-like" and it is my opinion that the dinosaurs evolved from birds. Within the human brain there is a reptilian region. The reptilian region/complex, & the emotional parts of your brain...the mammalian region/complex are not capable of reaching these higher planes of interaction. But in the higher regions of the brain, such as the frontal lobe regions, amygdalas, & working deeper into the brain,,,,the pituitary and pineal gland areas...we cross NEW boundaries!
It is this region that these interdimensional beings 'psychically' communicate with us.
The pineal gland, which works with our sleep producing Melatonin- helps the interaction by
 our own bodily produced DMT.
Near Death experiences are one of many episodes where we encounter our own bodily producing DMT. Being born through the birth canal also shows DMT at work. From the 49th day after conception DMT is readily produced inside the body, when the soul encounters it's dense bodily counterpart.
 Getting back, the 'reptilian order' act as bystanders, always waiting for an overlap where humanity can part the veil. Most of the time, reptilians do not and can not notice us as we dwell safely within our dense world of physicality. However, some who are more attuned and vibrate etherically @ a higher frequency, can and do experience repitlian interaction. Some of these times include ~under the influence of psychedlic drugs, ~deep mediataion and ~magickal ritual.
Crossing the Beta to Alpha, and from there to Theta, we climb many plateaus. It is essential to reach these induced high level trance  states to co-mingle with these reptile entities.

I believed, as I stated before, that dinosaurs evolved from birds. I have seen many birdheaded entites, who resemble the Egyptian god Horus. I also noticed when I encountered these creatures, I felt strong pressure on my pituitary gland region, known as the 'occultic third-eye'. How ironic I thought that the symbol of Horus is associtaed with the eye.
These 'bird-like' entities, from my experience of encounter, do not have their own parallel region as a tangible place to call 'home'...They have advanced so far along, that they seem almost like nomadic mediators. They dwell in both interdimensional areas and in real-time physical worlds. I have seen them in way of physical encounters.
 They travel in 'floating landscapes'...
In other words, like a turtle, their home travels with them. Their craft is their home...similar to the Bible's "New Jerusalem" in the "Book of Revelations".
Their cities are their 'mother ships', thus I refer to them as floating/flying landscapes. Having no planet to call their own, we glimpse them interdimensionally, sometimes physically...only when the need dictates our response to them, just as the Priests of Horus communicated with Him/'them'. Thoth was also considered bird-like as being an Ibis.
Amenti, to the Egyptians was a physical place and also had an etheric location. This may hold true with Atlantis as well. It 'was' a place,,,but picked up and moved. We see whole races of ancient indians 'suddenly vanish',,,seems more as a -transition with their transportation-.
QUESTION ASKED:
If what you say is true wouldn't everything in the universe have to be part of the dream as well?
This would include the aliens & dinosaur guys you talk about.
ANSWER:

WHAT IS MEANT BY "DREAM STATE"
 When people refer to dreams, they are speaking on what appears to them after they close their eyes, and what is recalled upon awakening.
However, the dream-state is much more than this...
Upon starting to drift off to sleep, there are many different modes operating.
Melatonin production, pineal gland activity, and brain cycles are functioning. Drifting between half sleep, we enter what is called the HYPNAGOGIC state, and there's another state similar to hypnagogic, which is prior to awakening, being betwixt asleep and awake.
So, in essence -2 differnt states-, we have drifting to and drifting afterwards.
During the R.E.M. state, we are in deep dreams.
Also, we experience Lucid Dreams, where everything is surreal, and sometimes we can control these.
Again, we also astral project/O.B.E.~ sometimes catergorised as 'flying-dreams', though it entails so much more than that. We have a different consciousness where we interact with the astral planes during this mind-state.
Now, think this way...
Some of us are very sound, deep sleepers...snoring away.
Usually, their partner, heheh, is a light sleeper, pushing over the comatose bed partner.
Using this analogy, some of us can pick up any disturbances going on during dream-time, where some of us, never know what's going on...
Speaking on comatose, though most professionals will not consider 'comatose' as a state of sleep, this suspended animation is very close to the 'dream' I speak about.
There is a drug, used by some of the black magick vodoun priests- Bokurs- who cause their victims to be zombies. This drug is extracted from a fish. It causes it's victim to be in a suspended form of animation. Paralyzed, but very much aware, depending on the dosage consumed.
So my interpretation of "DREAM STATE" IS NOT SO FAR FETCHED...
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SO WHAT'S REAL? WHAT'S A DREAM?
Well, that depends on who is dreaming. To some people, dreams are a way to dump brain garbage. Think this way though,,,
daydreaming has caused some of the greatest inventions to be brought to life.
 If we see it somewhere, even in the mind, that means it has an existance somewhere. Give it density, and it manifests in our three dimension world.
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Following up on this train of thought, and seeing some of the mentioned dream states, we experience various phenomenon on many levels. The mind can not tell what is real , or what is dreamed. Our body reacts to dreams in much the same way it would during our 'awake' hours.
 Sexual dreams and their 'lingering after effects' give proof to this.
Dreams are in the form of the subconscious mind...all symbolism.
 It's an intricate mechanism~the mind.
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As for the 'disappearance' of my friend:
HIS WHERE ABOUTS STILL "UNKNOWN".
HIS FAMILY MUST OF HAD AN 'IDENTITY CHANGE' OR THEIR MIND ALTERED.
INTENSIVE INVESTIGATION PRODUCED NOTHING.
`STILL HAVEN'T GIVEN UP HOPE...
My afterthoughts about revealing somethings has proven itself to be a very bad idea, on my part.
 I have been feeling ill alot, and I hear constant wall popping sounds as energy forms ooze throughout my home. The whole paranoia thing wears a person down, as their guard is constantly up.
I have had increased E.T. contact, mostly in early morning hours, and a constant psychic battle is taking place. I sleep within the confines of copper and magnetic sheilds & erected barriers to interrupt any night time assaults from varying dimensions.
I will give some brief excerpts from all the sessions we had...as I promised.
 We had hundreds, excluding all the followup counseling, and therapy sessions helping me to 'unwind' me from all the detailed work.
Someday, I will turn it all into a story, which will be a lengthy volume I'm sure.
There is so much to the story, as all I have posted throughout this site is a mere 10%...if even that much.
That's why there's so much of this- [...] -going on.
Many of the details are left out, and so many questions are coming in, thanks to all your E-Mails of support.
*Remote viewing, astral projection, "Aquarius X"
Astral projection is said to be traveling in another etheric body. Remote viewing is extension of consciousness. Many say they are different...it all depends on your personal 'pet theory'.
Under the condition of Aquarius X, they are the same. Your consciousness is extended, and if a "make-shift physical sense" is needed, one is provided automatically. Your mind provides the necessities, like it is external running on auto-pilot.
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Session # 9:
-Green Stimuli, Blue Orb-
NETER embryo, is Blue Orb~EGG.
Green Stimuli resonates as the OLD ONES.
The GREEN is in appearance of a thick mist, almost gelatin like. It can be said to be a static portal, or barrier, for when I 'went through it', I was shocked, almost electrocuted. *I traveled in remote only, but felt electrical surge throughout my radiant core (?).
-=-Pulled Back-=-
Plunged forward, again, the green mass appeared, almost conscious of my decision to cross through it.
When a second time I hit it, it appeared in the form of a jelly fish, and I could feel it's sting. A third time I approached, and it flipped inside out and become octopus-like. I telepathically sent to it..."CTHULU"...and I could feel a radiance shake it, and it reflected back to me. At that same moment, an image appeared directly through the cryptoconscious...it 'spoke metaphorically' to me.
'From the Bible's Book of Genesis, the intruder appearth as a serpent,,,but by the Book of Revelation, it appearth monstrous, as a Dragon'...
This too, in 'all-shine', flipped outside in, and though it looked like a dragon, spoke like a lamb.
I seen the duality of nature exhibited in an external universal amygdala, in the form of one mandala, of many folds...
Invoking this matter to myself, it became a thin exterior of blue, turning into a blue orb.
This is the Cosmic Oversoul, like the discarnate self, I found within the "world-egg",... the Ourobouros does NOT always swallows it's own tail, but merely grows another and consumes that one, thus an overlapping of its secondary nature, spirals within itself. It repeats this transformation again, but spirals the reverse way. It leaves a corona around itself like a snail, with a spinning pentagram, blue, having a red circle as it's inner shield.
This metamorphis is a transcendance that takes place with the whole fabric of 'ultra-reality'...like a silk web, this is our independant matrix, for it is forever consuming to our ego. Independant because, once we meld it with the world egg, overlap of time lines ensue, with which we link to the universal oversoul.
it is similar to ripping the time fabric...centrifical force pulls us either in or out, depending where we choose to call 'reality-homebase'.
 this line of demarcation is so transparent, we enter a black hole nucleus, thus the dream scenario we are so accustomed to.
later will come exercises, incorporating the whole ofthe bicameral brain in all it's glory
 which will propell the ego through a series of intricate wormholes, delivering us to the white hole of transcendance.

-jump ahead...
THIS SESSION IS WITHOUT A FILE #.
IT TRANSPIRED 2 DAYS AFTER I PERFORMED A PERSONAL RITUAL ON MY OWN, I.E., WITHOUT SURVEILLANCE
(my personal ritual)
BASICALLY, ...IT WAS IMPLEMENTING KETAMINE AND THE INVOCATION OF CHORONZON.
IT WORKED WELL -BUT LEFT ME DRAINED FOR SEVERAL DAYS AFTERWARDS, WITH A MILD HEADACHE.
"WORK" HOWEVER, CONTINUED 2 DAYS LATER...

SESSION #?
I was in a time frame that was the year 625...I have no idea if it was A.D. or B.C.,,,it ticked the team I worked with off, to say the least, more than a bit 'mildly'. It was an 'off' day for me, as I still felt groggy from the 'Special K', so no drugs were used this session. The session itself was done drug-free, except for the residue left over from the "K".
The session, though not intense as the others, was very satisfactory for me, because I did it 'straight' & it made me feel good to achieve without psychedelic aids...
FOR THIS REASON I NO LONGER USE ANY DRUGS AT ALL. ALL RESULTS I ACHIEVE NOW ARE MY OWN, WITHOUT THE TAINTING AID OF 'PHARMACEUTICAL BOOSTERS'
...There was a 'child' in a tunnel, then the scene switched off and I seen a beach area where there was a metallic sphere. Within this globe, emerged the same child that I seen previously in the 'tunnel' area.
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After this last session, I had to stop work for a few days, as my septic system flooded my whole property. Everything was saturated, and I had to get it fixed. I couldn't remember where the septic was underground, as the main problem wasn't the main metal tank, but the cement cylinder, the leeching pit. Ironically, after a few hours of poking a steel spike throughout my property, trying to hear the hollow 'thud' sound the cover makes when it's hit, the 'team' must of called their department and told them work would be postponed for a few days...because they returned with BLUEPRINTS for my whole home and outside area within the span of a couple of hours. They had the whole place, acres of land, mapped out, even all the underground pipes. Well, the map showed the septic tank and pit, and I was able to get it fixed within 72 hours. What a mess, but, nevertheless, a lesson learned about those who WATCH us daily...scary...
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KaTh:Session#65(a)
This is part 1 of a multi-depth session where I met something that had the head of a cat and body of a serpent. When meeting this entity, I went through a huge stone monument with a hole in it, much like Men-an-Tol.
...however, when I emerged through the other side of the hole, I felt like I was caught in a net. It was very sticky and 'gooey' in substance. What appeared next was this cat-snake creature. My first conscious thought was to scan my memory of Mythology, to call out to it...proved to be a very bad idea, and a stupid one on my part.
 `This was a new one to me, as I never seen nor heard of such an entity quite like this one before.
"BAST..?"
I presume I was incorrect as I felt an exquisite pain reach out and touch my right arm. I was startled and awakened, leaving my arm numb, like I had a mild stroke. This was lesser in comparison to a Grand Mal seizure I had previously trying to enter subterranean tunnel which I supposed was of Set. Though I explored 22 during my own private pathworking years early, this one was 'marked' #23.
 It should be stated here that...
~Everything I thought I knew was upset and thrown into complete chaos and disarray as I realised everything I 'thought I knew',,,was only a very minute fraction of the greater master 'whole'...~
Crossing back through the 'holey stone' down the road, in part 4 of this particular   series' session, I clearly seen some hieroglyphs(?), but weren't Egyptian (still don't know what it was), but in my 'mind', it deciphered as:
 _ 011-AMETOHPEN _
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Again...during a another continuation of this series, I had trouble distinguishing between what appeared holographic.
When I tried crossing through this stone monument, it appeared 'cubed-like', and very deep in perception & penetration. It was full of holes, like a cross between cheerio's cereal and a block of swiss cheese (hard to explain-?)
I returned back and told the 'team',,,
 ( I was really beginning to hate these bastards by now, ugh...)
-I was unable to enter it-
This was when the amber-foam blanket came into play in covering me. The team took a plastic wrapped substance out of a freezer, and worked it in like silly putty. It seemed as if body heat/friction made this lump more pliable. However, they wore long black rubber gloves that covered up their elbows. They worked it like a sheet of cookie dough and made it into a thin sheet. I was nude, lying on a table. When they covered me with this, they turned on a blue light. At first, I thought it to be ultra-violet, but it may of been from the tears in my eyes from the drug effects (?)...Under this light, the amber sheet started crackling and bubbling, and took on the appearance of shaving foam, not gel-like, but whipped topping foam-consistency, still amber, but not as dark.
I always asked questions...to the effect of "what is this shit?", or "will this leave any bad side effects on me?"...things to that nature. --I always got a short one or two word reply, always in a positive though some what indirect answer.
Eventually I never bothered asking them things, because their answers always left doubt in my mind, and made me ask another question. I kept doing these experiments because
1) I really was very interested in these things,
2) and I felt, I really had no choice but to continue anyway, so I just 'enjoyed' the experiments...
To end up this account, when I was all foamed up, a second intravenous tube was adminsitered to me, right through the main tube in my arm already there, and immediately my vision became distorted,,,like I was looking through binoculars the wrong way. Everything became distant and unrealistically far away from my true line of sight.
I was able, finally, to find the main entrance even upon the holographic imagery that was used to confuse me. Maybe it wasn't a deliberate confusion, but more like a narrowing of the correct path for me to choose amongst the maze like structure. Inside this cube was very much like the movie "PinHead"...in which there was a box that had many chambers, and fitted into many different patterns, similar to a Rubrik's cube. From these multidimensional angles, I came to understand Enochian much better, in comparison to the Mayan Tzolkin matrix. Enochian angels are actually angles.

MACHINATIONS OF CTHULU
THE
-11 MONKEYS-
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UPDATE
FROM ABOVE
SESSION #?
...There was a 'child' in a tunnel, then the scene switched off and I seen a beach area where there was a metallic sphere. Within this globe, emerged the same child that I seen previously in the 'tunnel' area.
NOW READ THIS  NEWS REPORT & NOTE THE SIMILARITIES.
METALLIC ORB AND BEACH SCENE:
Mystery Orb Floats Up
Onto Florida Beach
By Glenn Smith
The Post and Courier Staff
Charleston, SC
6-14-2
ISLE OF PALMS - When a giant silver orb washed up in front of her rented beach house Monday night, Marie Segneri wondered for a moment if aliens had landed in the middle of her family reunion.
The smooth, metallic ball was at least 3 feet in diameter and weighed a couple hundred pounds or more. Aside from a series of numbers stamped on its slightly dimpled surface, the sphere offered few clues as to its origin.
"It looked like it may have been in the sea for awhile, but we just had no idea what it was," said Segneri, a vacationer from Tampa, Fla.
Segneri's family wasn't alone. A parade of authorities from local, state and federal agencies examined the odd ball Wednesday. All came away scratching their heads.
"Strange," said Isle of Palms Fire Chief Ann Graham, shaking her head. "We're calling it a UFO - an unidentified floating object."
Two Segneri family members first spotted the sphere Monday afternoon when the sun glinted off its surface as it bobbed in the ocean. Thinking it was giant beach ball or a stray buoy, they swam out to grab it.
"We tried to push it toward shore, but it was just too heavy, and we had to let it go," said Tony Segneri, Marie's nephew.
The ocean eventually coughed up the ball later that day. Someone called authorities about the sphere, and the town sent a firefighter to investigate. A decision was made to leave it there and take another look when the sun was up. But when firefighters returned, it was gone.
That's because Segneri stumbled across the silver sphere while walking along the beach that night with her nieces and nephews. Concerned that it was a hazard to children, her relatives pushed the sphere up a ramp from the beach and deposited it in the dunes in front of their Ocean Boulevard house, where it became something of a curious lawn ornament.
"We just didn't know what to do with it," she said.
Unable to determine what it is was and tired of looking at it, the family called police Wednesday. In no time, the area was roped off with yellow tape and official-looking people were crawling all over the sphere.
The Segneris had planned to spend the day visiting local sights, but instead cracked sodas and pulled up lawn chairs to watch the action from their back porch. In the course of the afternoon, police, firefighters, the Air Force bomb squad, Coast Guard personnel and an inspector from the state Department of Health and Environmental Control came to examine the orb, which was parked on the ground beside a barbecue grill.
Various people poked, rubbed, studied and photographed it. They contacted agencies such as NASA and the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration, but no one claimed ownership.
The Coast Guard's best guess was that the sphere was some sort of flotation device used in a dredging operation. But the ball had no hooks or clamps where a line might be attached to hold it in place, Graham said.
Finally, at about 4 p.m., crews hauled the sphere to the town's public works department for safe keeping. In the process, the orb cracked in half along a seam. No little green men came out, just some old seawater.
"There was nothing green, nothing glowing," Graham said. "It will probably just go to the scrap yard."
Glenn Smith covers police and crime. Contact him at 937-5556 or at gsmith@postandcourier.com.
http://www.charleston.net/pub/news/local/13sphere.htm
http://www.rense.com/general26/mys.htm


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